I'm watching harry potter while I start to write this blog at my blackberry's memo..,it such a good movie I think..,funny..,romantic..,and sometimes makes ur heart beating fast..,
My mood wasn't good at this moment..,I don't know what I'm thinking about..,not just for this moment but lately since my birthday..,hahaha..,
All I know I'm affraid of losing someone..,she means special to me even we don't have a special relationship..,but I keep wishing that someday we will..,few days ago I feel there were something different with her.,I don't know why..,when I ask her..,she said she just need "ME time" time for her own ..,she said if she got to intens with me..,and don't want us to get bored each other..,and honestly I never get bored with her...
She always told me to think in positive way..,you know what..,I can't...!!!I'm too affraid..,I'm affraid if i lose her..,i think i love her..,
The way she think is too "cuek" (indonesian) [cuek=don't really care]..,I'm affraid if she thinks it's oke with out me..,I don't know why it always came to my mind..,I want to make her enjoy with me..,
Now I do really miss her..,she looks so enjoy with this condition..,that's why I'm so affraid and confused..,why why why?!?!
Now the negative thing on my mind is "think in positive ways mean you're ready to more get hurt...!!!" Am I right???
The movie has just ended..,can't wait for the second part...,
It's just about my worries..,:) happy weekend to all of u guys..., I keep saying it even I know there are noone will read my blog..,hahaha..,
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